Dearest ones,
It is time for us to turn back towards our human
selves and build a new relationship with ourselves as human beings. It’s now
the time to find a different aspect of loving yourself; embracing yourself
and loving yourself for all your imperfections, for all your vulnerabilities.
It’s part of your enlightenment process.
We are meant in this lifetime to change the dynamic, the
relationship with our humanness, to self love—from a 3rd dimensional
stand point of separation and self condemnation to a 4th 5th
dimensional experience of self love—to accept ourselves in our humanness, with our vulnerabilities and our imperfections.
We must honor ourselves for our journeys we have had up to this
moment in time and honor all the suffering—everything that we have gone
through—all the things that we have created in order to learn to have our
experiences—all the decisions we’ve made that have brought us to a series of
experiences in order to learn.
We need to come to this place within ourselves, and we don’t
have to do it perfectly. Get that—you do not have to do it perfectly.
Just one moment in time of holding yourself with love and
compassion for every thing that you have been through—that one moment ends
separation inside of you. And in that one moment where separation ends, when
you hold yourself with that love and that compassion for every thing you have
been through, it shifts every cell in your body.
One moment of self love. And it is accumulative. So this is
about you beginning a process—one moment a week will do! It doesn’t have to
be every moment—one moment a week of holding yourself with compassion over
something that you did or didn’t do; for the journey that you had and all that
you are in this moment, all that you are… the magnificence of yourself.
And that may
be too much for your Ego mind to take in. That’s okay. But do understand this
is part of your enlightenment process, to begin to turn back towards yourself,
in one moment. If you can commit to one moment a week and that moves you out of
separation just for that moment, and then one day, guess what? It’s like a tight ball inside of you,
like a ball of twine and every time you touch yourself with one moment of
compassionate love that ball of twine loosens. And then one day, guess what? It
gets so loose it can’t hold together anymore and everything falls away.
So you don’t have to complete everything. Just start with a
list. Write everything you have against yourself, a huge list probably – you
know – didn’t do this, said that, shouldn’t have done this, should have done
that, wasn’t there for this person, guilt, shame, condemnation. Make your list
and start with one thing on the list and just be with that and breathe and feel
how you did the very best you could in each moment. And that was enough.
It’s enough for the Universe; it’s just not enough for the
ego mind. And how we punish ourselves and hold things against us. So this has
to happen as you do the other. You can’t just think ‘okay, I’m going to be
enlightened here. I’m going to be love and light. Love and light.’ And then the
next day guess what, that love and light the rage starts to come up. Know that
you are vulnerable as humans; you’ve got to have all these idiosyncrasies, we
all have them.
We have to learn just to smile at ourselves and say, "Oh,
look at myself again, I did this again," and laugh. And hold yourself, it’s
okay. "I know I must have been afraid to do this again. Something made me
afraid." The anger is just hidden fear. You know, just give yourself a break.
We have given ourselves so much of a hard time in our lives. We’ve been through
so much and now is the time to let go.
Let’s let go together. I am really supporting each one of
you in working with this human aspect with yourselves and being willing to give
yourself a chance just to let go of the judgments for one moment, one moment in
time that’s all. And then you move forward and your enlightenment process
accelerates because know that when you hold things against yourself you are in
separation. To become enlightened you have to end separation. And when you end
it inside yourself, guess what? All of a sudden you love everyone else too. You
stop judging every one else because every one is a mirror to you. So if you are
judging this, you are judging all of that so an automatic repercussion of self-
loving change of relationship with yourself is your whole world changes. You
set yourself free. You liberate yourself. And it is time for liberation. We
deserve that.
Spirit sees us in our beauty, in our pure beauty. Each one
of us is a jewel, a brilliant light, and the human part is the part we came
here to have an experience and in this life time we were meant to come here and
be in our humanness, to love ourselves and consciously awaken to our own spiritual
aspect and anchor it into this body in this life time. That is what we are all
meant to do here now.
And what I love is with the crystalline structure it makes
it all possible. I was wondering, how is that going to work? But with the
crystalline structure it’s like ‘oh, we can hold our light.’
